We look so perfect every day. We have a big family. We have a lot of friends. We’ve got a beautiful home. We’ve got great job. We can go every where that we want. We are free. The question is “is everybody fine?”.

I have made my mind mapping. I write all my targets every day, every week, every month, every year. I know exactly what I want to be, but it is not enough. In this real life, I don’t talk all about my self because I am living with all people. Here. There. Near. Far. No matter what the distance. But, I forget to ask “is everybody fine?”.

I use “whatever” mindset and I know that is very cruel. I use my brain without looking at the deepest heart. I’m too afraid of making wrong decision, especially if it’s infected by feeling. Like an actress, I act my part smoothly and I say “I’m feeling good”. The last session of my part, I leave one left question “is everybody fine?”.

We do understand the real situation now, We pretend, and when we’re alone at home, we try to be honest that “Everybody is not fine”. I called this ‘The Ugly truth’ or ‘Untold Story’ from us.


About fiyati

Saya adalah seorang anak perempuan yang lahir di Samarinda dan menempuh kehidupan sebagaimana biasanya, namun yang membuat saya berbeda ialah motto hidup saya yang takkan bisa dirubah oleh keadaan apapun jua. "Impossible is Nothing"

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