Yeyah! I love holiday. Feel free. Staying up with no regret. Waking up late and no worries.
God, thanks for Ur reward! This week is gonna be awesome. I choose to be free. I wanna do the thing that I want. I always think too much about another people. Do they feel good? Is everybody fine? Every hour check the condition from some people, make sure all is well. But sometimes i forget to check my self. Am I good? Do I feel okay? Do I need something?
With this decision, It doesnt mean I stop caring people. Actually what I take is something hard to do cos All of my life I never stop thinking bot people. I cant stop worrying. I just wanna take a break for a while. I wanna let my self empty cos i guess my head is full of everything and if i dont step back it’s gonna blow up soon.
I know for some people will say that It’s weird but for me it’s a lot. Stop caring, It’s like losing ur morphine. Ur phone is on but u try to stop looking at ur inbox.
Now I am busy with my project to choose the files that i wanna put on my book later. I hope I can make it true. Doing the activity that I couldnt do before. I love my holiday!
For all of my bfriends, I love u..