Now let me tell you my story. I call it jump of faith. Sometimes I always think over about something different in my life because my life is so so. Every morning I never stop drinking a cup of coffee and check my emails. All of activities that I do routines.
In these couple of days, I just feel fed up with all drama. Actually It has been happening since 3 months ago. I keep trying to do my best, but what I do is never enough. People want me to do this or to do that.
One day, I am asking my self. What about what I want? What about what I need? Do they care about me? Do they never listen to me? What do I have to concern about people?
In the other hand, I have a very good position to do what I want, but actually just like my hands are tied, when they feel dissapointed with the result, I am the one who be the great wall to be punched, well, just like ordinary people, I am not that tough!
And here the jump of faith begins! I told to my self be stronger and brave to do something that I wanna do, I have to stop worrying people and rescue my life. Perhaps it sounds so selfish, but In this case, I never did it before!
Just like one click to change everything. It welcomes my new life.
Believe or not, I need to think it all day long. Trying to find the positive side of this. Tearing all days. Considering how many people that I left.
If i never try so I never know…
I just dont wanna regret it because I dont try it and still get stucked with all my routines.
For this brave step, I called it jump of faith.