Well, i am so sensitive for a couple of these days. I just feel so different when I have to face the reality of this life, when I think I am so poor of everything.
Feeling out of my comfort zone, but what I’ve done is not a wrong choice. Note it! I wanna do my best for my family. I take a position to be a boy who can carry everything on my shoulders. Overall, what i am thinking is I dont know it is right or wrong.
Never show the tears. Never beg for coins. Keep my mouth shut up from pointless conversation.
I know it is not easy, but sometimes I need a space for my self. Nobody understands. I only keep on reading Holy Book, i wish a miracle comes to me. To my family.