Calm. Not so calm. Pretty. Not so pretty.
What I am doing is not 100% what I wish. I am just trying to be kind-hearted because I’m never 100% kind-hearted. Understand what I’m saying? Hahaha. 100% nope, right?
There is a part of me as the evil, I am so selfish, rude, and extremely indifferent.
What I am showing now, this is not that part, but when u find me as not my self, dont run away, but stay.
I just need time to be sober, and i’ll call u when i’m done with it.