Well, here I am afraid of being trapped by my own creation. In the middle of my pursuit, I finally slow my step. Last mistake I made, I took it as my guidance.

For long time, I never left my self alone. But time by time everybody is changing. I know nobody’s immortal. Like feeling, changing.

Now I am with my self build a castle, with a flag of freedom. I color it colorfull. I put a wonderful chandelier as my jewel. I am happy for it.

I see the man behind, he is just faded away. He can’t catch me anymore. He is part of my life. I called him “my past”.

But one thing is unexpected. I drag a subject in my castle. Totally untrue. What I expect from unexpected matter. What If I am too deep and cant let it go. Am I staying in my own delusional sunset? Am I strong enough to be sane?

Now I am holding a totem. My secret totem. I dont wanna get lost in the middle of my own beautiful creation.

Inside of me shouts to someone out there..

Take me..take me outta here!


About fiyati

Saya adalah seorang anak perempuan yang lahir di Samarinda dan menempuh kehidupan sebagaimana biasanya, namun yang membuat saya berbeda ialah motto hidup saya yang takkan bisa dirubah oleh keadaan apapun jua. "Impossible is Nothing"

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